I am wondering that if i could ever change into someone better ? Than now I am. I don't really feel that comfortable with it now ): -change, change, change.
I feel very lost whenever I am ; whoever I am with. dang. I do things aimlessly, pointless,with much regrets after doing them. Sometimes doing things without any reasons and follow what others are doing. Nothing comes out from the 3 brains, need alot of thinking.
Was needed to invent some machines that would benefits or harm mankind and therefore the brains were totally blocked, stucked): Given about 1/2 hours but used only the last 10 minutes and also by friend's help. great. Joelin helped. Even she is better.
Wanting to be more of me, creative desprately.
love. sam
